Monday, June 25, 2012

Transitions: "I suddenly feel like painting extravagantly." by Meru


A Transition Poem by Meru

they said,                      “we’re going to have to let you go”
                    in a tone bereft of any emotion
                    standing silently before you,           powerless
                                                              to keep you steady
you know it’s not them,                      it’s not you
it just is.
it happens every day;
the floor simply vanishes
                                 yet again, it’s a time of transition
                                   transitioning the mind to accept
the unavoidable:                            to feel loss, and lost
                                           in a state of worry and fear
the molehill of bills
suddenly became akin to a mountain
the flurry of worries flit around
like crazed birds trapped in a house
“it’s an opportunity in disguise,”               friends say,
                                           in a tone of tinny optimism
standing beside you, powerless
to assure you any further
you know it’s not them,                       it’s not you
it just is.
it happens everyday;
               people don’t know quite how to respond
yet again,                             it’s a time of transition
transitioning the heart to feel
the much needed calmness: to function, and move
towards a forced, dazed state of acceptance
transition is hard, indeed.

1 comment:

  1. i know somewhat of how you feel, meru
    i like the spacing in this poem and
    especially
    "it just is.
    it happens everyday."
    that's hard to accept.

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